we will both never know the endless ways we have suffered and the endless actions we’ve taken in secret. and we both will never know how unfair we have been treated and how unfair we have treated. and we both will never know how much we have seen and chosen not to see anymore. How many ways we act not like ourselves and we are now ourselves. and we are only now because of each other. like we never were before. and i can’t take it back. i’ll never wish to take it back.